I hate being so unsure of what I’m doing and not knowing how to go about changing it. I wish I had a better idea of what should be going on and what my part in it is. Things could be so much clearer but I guess that is often the case.

That was the first call where I actually felt like hey I have a clue what I’m talking about and people are a) listening to me and b) accepting what I have to say and c) acting on what I have to say. I wonder if it would have been the same if they knew how much I was winging it? Saying that I don’t really think that was as much as I thought it was going to be and a couple more like that will be good.