In other news as regular readers and work folk will know, I’m quite bitter over a certain work project that was a huge success but never acknowledged. I’ve felt very hard done by in many ways over the entire incident. I don’t know how I feel anymore. I received a piece of information as gossip last week that kinda stunned me and had it confirmed yesterday. It’s one of those things that just blew me away. I have no idea what I feel now. I have a very hard time feeling bitter, there is a sense of achievement of major fucking achievement and awe, a hell of a lot of awe, some shock (by some I mean a hell of a lot but I didn’t want to repeat the phrase) and a little pride.
I knew it was a big deal but my god that’s some big deal. I really wish I had heard the news properly and not from someone down the pub. Don’t get me wrong I am glad I was told but fuck a meeting or a face to face with someone involved with those details would have just been stunning. Selfish I know but fuck I think I’m more than entitled to it especially considering the end result.
I should stop there.