So having been thinking about some stuff over the weekend, well not so much thinking about it really just it struck me while I was thinking about ordering some stuff online. The thought occurred there was no real point for the time being as I won’t be around to get them, or I’ll need an address in the US for them to be shipped to. I realised at that stage that I will actually be disappointed more than I had thought if this trip does not take place. I am of two minds about it at the moment, and very different minds too.
I’m not sure this is all going to happen. I know the entire thing is not as well looked upon as I had been led to believe and given the fact there are no details being firmed up and no real sign of details being firmed up (although tomorrow might change that…), so I’m left wondering if this will all go ahead.
On the other hand, somethings are going ahead and some of the minor logistics are being sorted. I’m not sure on them yet. I don’t know if any money has actually been spent on this. Once that actually occurs I’ll be a little more confident it will go ahead.
It is setting in a lot more now and I’m getting kinda excited by the prospect, like I said I’ll be disappointed if it does not happen. I’ll be fairly pissed off too in all honesty. I’ve been doing a fair whack of stuff at home to get set up for this. But yeah I’m excited.