oh fuck it

I am on my now fourth attempt to write a post about blogs by people that I know. I am just not getting anywhere with it. Partly because I don’t know what I want to say, partly because I don’t know how to say what I want to say. Roll on the day when I can do this all by thought and it will all make a pretty picture on a page. The jumble of thoughts at the front of my head would just float out, enter the screen and write themselves. You would understand perfectly what I am thinking and why and blah blah blah.

Fuck it. I read some blogs simply because I know the person blogging. I think that I would read blogs by any number of people that I know just because. Simple as that. I don’t need a reason which is a good thing because I don’t have a coherent one which I can share with you. I blog for me, but I am aware of my “audience”. It is restricting at times, then again sometimes I just don’t give a fuck.

I have several friends who read this, and I guess I’m talking about work people again now, it is something I had been thinking about when I started thinking about this. I could build something into this page to actually track down the people from work who read this (I think). I would love to see the results of that but it wouldn’t exactly be right ya know. There is a reason or at least a start off point for all of this and it was something that struck me after I blogged something earlier today and yet again I’m just not able to type out what I think. It just makes no sense on the screen in front of me.

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Oh and finally a correction to an earlier post. I’m not laughing on the inside…I’m crying on the inside.