Fuck it

I could so do without this shit. All of it. I’m just sitting here thinking is it worth it? I mean really is it worth the hassle its causing?

godman motherfuck I just lost my entire post.

FUCK.

I am not happy, yet again I’m going to be leaving work in a bad mood and I’m so coming to the conclusion that it is all just not worth it.

FUCK. I hate this.

Esquire in the US have an “exit letter generator” here, I clicked on it from MetaFilter and the last question on the page made me laugh enough to note it. “The name of your boss’s spouse:”

I have to wonder

There would appear to be a new list of email addresses going around. It happens every now and then. Because of who I work for, “hackers” assume I have some sort of access rights which they want to be able to use. Every now and then they will managed to get a listing of current email addresses and they send you spam. Normally it is something like you must click here to keep your account active!!! and this takes you to a page which asks you to enter your password and other security information. I’d say we all know better than that but we don’t 🙁 Most people do and it is rarely a problem. There are times when people with high level access rights get stung but I’ve only heard of it happening once and it wasn’t me.

Lately there is a change in the spam, while there is still quite a few mails like the above, there is a hell of a lot (12 in two days) of people posing as customers and complaining about receiving threatening instant messages and asking what to do about it. Now see I don’t get the point of that at all. What I get even less and what has been all of my 5 mails today is a “customer” having received an im with a thread to blow up one of our buildings that they just happen to be in but don’t know what to do about it.

So tell me something…what is the point? Lets say I respond with the correct phone number to dial…what exactly does that do? How does that help you in anyway? I reply and give you a phone number that the term widely available does not even begin to cover…how does that help? What possible use is it.

Ok I guess it is suppose to be used as a way of setting up a contact, but I mean for fuck sake. You want to talk to someone at this company so badly your going to fake a bomb threat?

Jasus some of you fuckers really need to get a life.

to sleep perchance to dream

The internet is not successfully entertaining me. Therefore I am considering going to sleep, while I feel this would be the prudent course of action, there is one minor issue. I don’t want to. Just as I had used up the last forum as an excuse not to and checked to see who was online and went to make a last post there, I just got an im from a friend. Maybe just a few minutes quick chat and then sleep.

Random thoughts, I should read Sandman again soon. Its kinda strange but the thought running through my mind now is I miss Dream. Ya know I can’t explain it at all, it is just this feeling I have that just is (great attempt at an explanation huh?) I read The Little Endless Storybook last night and it just reminded me of the amount of wonder contained in Sandman and the complete happiness it brought me just reading it. I should make sure to pick up his new book while I’m shopping on Thursday night.

Emmy Awards

If someone could explain this to me, I would appreciate it.
Martin Sheen has been nominated as Best Actor.
Allison Janey has been nominated as Best Actress.
Dule Hill, John Spencer, Bradley Whitford, and Richard Schiff have all been nominated as Best Supporting Actor.
Mary Louise Parker, Stockard Channing and Janel Moloney have all been nominated as Best Supporting Actress.

All of the above are listed in the main credits of the show. Not to detract from anyone at all, but if Allison Janey can be listed as Best Actress, then shouldn’t all the other cast members be nominated for Best Actor/ress? Hmm looking at past nominations for them (here) it doesn’t really make sense. Still I’m glad to see them all being recognised for the wonderful work they do.

Also while looking back, Richard Schiff, Bradley Whitford have both won acting Emmys for their work on the show and Allison Janney has won Outstanding Supporting Actress for the past two years running.

I don’t know exactly why, I suspect it was a combination of things but looking back I was in a really foul mood this afternoon. All in all things worked out I guess, two problems (important to me) were solved or at least started to be taken care of. But others were created and fuck it one of them pisses me off a hell of a lot and I suspect could cause some major hassles over the next week. I could really do without it to be honest a nice grief free life would be good but somehow I don’t see that happening.

Just when I think everything is fucked up and indeed make a post pretty much about how pissed off I am, the company actually flexes some of that muscle and says just do it and its just done. Its a nice change I will admit that and it is damn fucking nice to actually see a question being brought up and someone going I don’t know but I’ll find out and not only do they find out they sign it off and its just done.

Evidence on eBay

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Do you ever look back at things you have said or done in the past and all you can do is cringe?

*sigh*

Logistics problems starting off already. Sure company card is fine we can sort that out but it will take 3 weeks and have a limit that is well low to say the least because that is how we do things. *sigh*

Today started off so well, I got a piece of information that allowed me to get rid of an area of this project that I didn’t really want to have to go and do which was good.

Whats the point in complaining about something that I *know* no-one gives a shit about?

Stop emailing me too you fuckers. I’m not giving anyone my password for any reason at all ever. So fuck right off. There is no point in mailing me, I don’t care.