A couple of weeks ago I posted something here. The title was prophecy. I deleted it because I was fairly pissed off when I wrote it and I didn’t want to talk about work so negatively and in specific the project. It was basically that I had no confidence in the project going ahead and I was just waiting for it to be shitcanned. I also went on about how I didn’t feel that the people in question were being treated well and there appeared to be no inclination to do so.
I also deleted it because I hoped I was wrong. Right now I wish I had moved it into my draft section and I could republish it. Sometimes I just hate being right. Still we got an apology about stuff we had changed in our personal lives…along with being told we should not have changed anything in our lives, the trip was never that solid. I have a word for that…and that word is bullshit.
So, I am disappointed I was looking forward to this. I’m a little angry that we have been fucked around with like this and I guess bitter could fold into that. Overall though I’ve been pretty resigned to this for a while now and the last week has really just confirmed that.
I’ve been fucked around a lot here. This is the latest in a long line.
Being told in the corridor in front of a lot of people and slappind someone down for being angry obviously upset about it was not the best way to do it either. Fortunately or unfortunately as the case maybe I saw that one coming and said nothing. I’ll tell you one thing, I’d love to be a fly on the wall/screen for some conversations going on now.