I would just like to clarify that despite the fact I may aswell be hungover with the way my head feels this morning and the ramblings last night, I had not in fact been drinking.
I have been listening to Agaetis Byrjun by Sigur Ros. I have no idea how to describe the music. It’s hauntingly pretty music just soaring. Although the track Svefn-g-englar is generally considered the strongest track I hold much love for Flugufrelsarinn
Now that was a pretty decent season opener. The last five minutes could indicate a damn fine season ahead. It worked although I wish they would just let Spike go back to being Spike. Still his demons could be an interesting path. Dru rocked, more Dru would be good. The Master was the The Master and the Hellmouth is opening.
Fun days.
Well, where to start. Last night after work there was a group of us who were going to get various buses home as there was a tube strike. So we figured we should kill some time and let the traffic die down. This of course meant one thing; the pub. It was a very surreal evening, I still wasn’t and indeed am not feeling great so it was coke for the night. Anyway long story short, nice dinner but shit service…huge amounts of boozing and a lot of laughs.
Today was a kinda fucked up day. I’m really happy in that I was able to fix 12 bugs in a couple of hours. That was however the highlight of the day. Finding out we should be zero bug TOMORROW and not next Friday was not only news to me, but it was a shock. I can see us slipping. Finding out that someone was too busy to hear this news did not impress me one little bit.
Oh fuck it all. Living the fucking nightmare. I should have just stayed home and gotten rid of this damn whatever it is and not giving a fuck, its all a big waste of time.
Anyways, to sum up tonight, Iain and I went to see Swimfan. It sucked and badly too. It was really really really shit and you should avoid it at all costs. The talent does not even make up for it. Dinner was pretty good beforehand in one of Iain’s locals. Somewhere like that near to me would be good.
My head hurts. I had the bus ride from hell home and it did not help, in fact it was the cause I believe of the throbbing in my skull right now.
I should really go and sleep now, but I have new Buffy right here and I really want to watch it.
ads Lynx and something else oh yeah Tia Lasse, I want to look up the music used in them; note to self..
onto Buffy…hmm what a thought.
Outlook rocks. My sister just gave me her number in Japan, she didn’t know what the code was to dial it from here. I was saving it in my address book and Outlook asked me what country it was and formatted the number and the dialing code.
It rocks.
Don’t try to fight it
There ain’t nothing that you can do
Relax your mind
I am an idiot in so very many ways. Life was always suppose to get easier as you grew up…well I guess that shows you how naieve I was back then. Its just a load of bollocks really.
What stuff does get better comes with so very many problems of its own. At the end of the day is it really worth it all?
Rock on Never Never Land.
Damn.
The interwebnet is scaring me. I’m searching for and I quote “adult orientated newsgroups” to test out a piece of functionality. alt.naked.barbies is a little scary…
So I figured I wasn’t really in the mood for Pulp Fiction. I ended up watching Ring 2. I quite enjoyed it, just as much as the first movie. It’s a good movie and as sequels goes one of the best.
I am now watching Pulp Fiction, it can go in the background while I read on and off or surf the web without having to stare at the screen and read the subtitles. It is a damn good movie and I haven’t seen it in a while. It’s also got some really great lines.
I am very glad to say I am feeling a lot better. I went for a short walk earlier in the afternoon and the freshair was nice. I’m gonna go and watch a movie I think now. It is a toss up between Ring 2, Audition, Amelie or Pulp Fiction. I’m not sure I want to have to concentrate on subtitles so the latter has a big advantage already. I just don’t know. I’ll just pick something and watch it I guess or maybe read for a while.
Making my way down town
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I’m home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd
And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
Cause you know I’d walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you… tonight
It’s always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever think of me
Cause everything’s so wrong
And I don’t belong
Living in
Your precious memory
Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by,oh
Cause you know I’d walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you… tonight
And I, I don’t wanna let you know
I, I drown in your memory
I, I don’t wanna let this go
I, I’ve fallen…
Making my way down town
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I’m home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd
And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder
If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time, would pass us by
Cause you know I’d walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you…
If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
Cause you know I’d walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you…
If I could just hold you… tonight
A Thousand Miles
Vanessa Carlton