8am to 9am.
Not a bad start to a season at all. New characters seemed to fit in pretty well and top performances from the returning characters, and of course Kim is damn hot.
Side note, it is halloween. I was on the way home from work and there was this girl dressed up for the night. I loose the term up very loosly as she was not wearing much at all. It brightened up my trip home a lot.
One should never ever blog while under the influence of that much alcohol.
I can’t remember the last time I was this unhappy. I can’t remember the last time I was happy.
I don’t know what I’m doing with my life. I am sure of only one thing. I would not be where I am today if money was not as important as it is. I hate this city. I don’t have any friends and I don’t have a life outside of work. Its a really shit thing.
Suicide is unfortunately, not painless.
Fuck, just when you think things cannot get worse, they go and do.
Ain’t nothing else matters. I have three choices. None of which are appealing. I don’t know what to do.
Fuck. I just lost my post. Fuck.
I’m at home tonight, hit the book store to get a new book. I’ve been reading some Hunter S. Thompson lately. Started with The Ruim Diaries last week then moved onto Hell’s Angels and I’ve just started Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas which I picked up tonight. Grabbed some food in Safeway and came home.
Plan for tonight isn’t much. Go to bed early, I didn’t sleep well last night I was so out of it this morning. So sleep required. I even turned down going out to the pub despite the fact certain people would be there and I am somewhat convinced others were trying to be ”helpful’.
Deayton fired by BBC: thats a shame, I quite enjoy Have I got News for You and I wonder what it will be like without him.
I love my friends dearly. However right now I want to kill several of them.
My holiday cannot come quickly enough. What I would do to be able to leave the country tomorrow. I have even less urge to go to work than I did today. Its going to be another shit day. There will be problems everywhere I look.
I just don’t know what to do anymore. I’m talking to a friend at the moment and she just asked if something was ‘good or bad’. I answered that it was pretty much irrelevant that things just are. These days really seem like they just are. They flow into one big long week or month with few highlights and a disproportionate number of low points; like the really good job I did talking to with the girl I like on Friday night. That was just great, ever so fucking great.
Where the fuck has the year gone? It is now only a couple of days from November for fuck sake. And you know where you can shove xmas just before you mention it.
You know I would love to talk to a shrink. I have always wanted to. I think it would be a fucking interesting experience. What would we talk about? I don’t know, I wouldn’t have a clue what it would be like short of what I have seen on TV. A note for all you Americans out there, just everything you see on TV is not always true.
I have this urge to talk to someone. I don’t have a best friend per se. More so I don’t have someone who I can talk to about stuff., really talk to. I’m not exactly the most open person in the world and I never will be. I don’t want to be. I like my privacy, but it’s been a while since I’ve talked to someone. Those of you in the US’s don’t count. Your both at the top of the list, but the whole distance thing just doesn’t cover it, sorry.
Fuck I need to grow up. I’m really feeling out of touch with everything. I’m not old enough for my job and I’m not young enough for not my job. It makes perfect sense to me, thank you very much.
Sheer fucking genius: The Buy Bush a PlayStation 2 Campaign (via MetaFilter)
[15:33:21] Nick: arghh
[15:33:25] Dave: ?
[15:33:37] Dave: problems?
[15:33:39] Nick: yes
[15:33:42] Nick: problems
[15:33:51] Nick: im going for a smoke to sulk
[15:33:52] Nick: emensly
[15:33:56] Dave: ??
[15:33:57] Nick: but spelt right
[15:33:59] Dave: lol
edited to note; the phrasing amused me, not the problem
I am so very pleased to report lunch was successful and I am now listening the unbelievably beautiful ( ) by Sigur Ros.
This story is just so damn cool : ‘Glacier Girl’ flies again
After spending a half-century in the heart of a Greenland glacier, the World War II fighter plane flew Saturday for the first time since it was pulled piece by piece from beneath 268 feet of ice and snow.
Note: XP requires FUCKLOADS of hard drive space to run and a 2 gig partition for it alone is not enoug. 4 would be better. I’m gonna have to start my machine again 🙁
