I love my friends dearly. However right now I want to kill several of them.
My holiday cannot come quickly enough. What I would do to be able to leave the country tomorrow. I have even less urge to go to work than I did today. Its going to be another shit day. There will be problems everywhere I look.
I just don’t know what to do anymore. I’m talking to a friend at the moment and she just asked if something was ‘good or bad’. I answered that it was pretty much irrelevant that things just are. These days really seem like they just are. They flow into one big long week or month with few highlights and a disproportionate number of low points; like the really good job I did talking to with the girl I like on Friday night. That was just great, ever so fucking great.
Where the fuck has the year gone? It is now only a couple of days from November for fuck sake. And you know where you can shove xmas just before you mention it.
You know I would love to talk to a shrink. I have always wanted to. I think it would be a fucking interesting experience. What would we talk about? I don’t know, I wouldn’t have a clue what it would be like short of what I have seen on TV. A note for all you Americans out there, just everything you see on TV is not always true.
I have this urge to talk to someone. I don’t have a best friend per se. More so I don’t have someone who I can talk to about stuff., really talk to. I’m not exactly the most open person in the world and I never will be. I don’t want to be. I like my privacy, but it’s been a while since I’ve talked to someone. Those of you in the US’s don’t count. Your both at the top of the list, but the whole distance thing just doesn’t cover it, sorry.
Fuck I need to grow up. I’m really feeling out of touch with everything. I’m not old enough for my job and I’m not young enough for not my job. It makes perfect sense to me, thank you very much.
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