– I’ve been lying to my friends for a while. Please don’t take it personally its been everyone… Anytime I’ve answered ‘Sure, I’m fine’ or any variation of it well just hasn’t been true. I’m just struggling with my life so much at the moment that its getting almost impossible to be there for anyone else. Yes, I feel shit about it, but I don’t know what else to do, sorry.
– I had suspected, I don’t quite know why I did, but I did. Someone else from work is aware of this and reading. While he isn’t my manager, he may aswell be for some of the stuff I deal with. I don’t think. I am aware my boss reads this and as such I don’t talk about some stuff, I think I would not have talked about some stuff had I known for sure Shug was reading this. For the record however, he is one of the Good Guys.
– Went out tonight for a couple of leaving dos in the one pub. I had a really good night and I really enjoyed talking to some people who I don’t often get to talk to in a social arena. I enjoyed talking with them a hell of a lot.
– oh and yeah that girl who I like? Well not only is she far from interested, it would appear that someone else from work holds her interest. So we are finished on that subject and shall move swiftly along.
– I have to be back where I was tonight…well close enough to, in seven hours to start off the stag do. Fuck me am I going to be in pain tomorrow night. I am however looking forward to it a lot.
– They played Walk this Way tonight. It was a sad moment.
– such as the Battle of the Planets/Thundercats crossover Top Cow told us about several weeks ago jesus H fucking christ.
– Roll on the holidays. I need it so very badly.
– If I were gay, it would appear I would get as much casual sex as I wanted. This is a major point in favour or being gay, it doesn’t really work that way tho, now does it.
– Sigur Ros music can be suit a really depressed mood. I was listening to ( ) on the way home on the bus and it really hit a chord.
– There were a couple of high points to tonight.
– I had a good lunch with some good people today.
Albanian and Russian observers sent to monitor American election ha ha ha