Fuck it, I just lost a posting by closing the wrong fucking window. So here is the short version.
– No movies tonight. I just didn’t feel up to it. I slept really badly last night and am pretty much asleep on my feet. I do feel like I missed out on something special tho.
– It is very strange to hear someone vocalise a thought you have had for a couple of weeks but just didn’t want to admit.
– AOL Anywhere. Buddy List on my phone this evening came in dead handy. I must remember this feature.
– I have 265 people on my buddy list.
– I would love a tool to show me who has me on their buddy list. I remember jokingly complaining (well not so much jokingly) that I was not on someone’s buddy list. It would be interesting to know whose I am on.
– Sigur Ros make a large number of their entire concerts available to download in mp3. This has kept me going in work very well.
– Music can change my mood in a second.
– I don’t think I’ve ever talked about my ‘Amy’ before last night.
– I am quite jealous of a friend who is getting to read Feist for the first time.
– I played some real bad chess yesterday and for the first game today but took the next two games quite comfortably.
– I am considering a private blog again. There is a lot going on I would like to get on paper (you know what I mean).
– Fear and Loathing ’72 isn’t really doing it for me….
– At some stage I need to talk about True Story: Swear to God as I read it last week and loved it. I even considered getting a second copy for someone.
– Music this week has been Sigur Ros, Smashing Pumpkins and the Manics
– I have a post moved into drafts which I doubt shall see the light of day. I don’t know how I define myself anymore.
– Sending emails after you have had some beers and some whiskeys is never a good idea. I am so glad I did not.
– I might take a day off work early next week. I have to take 5 before the end of March. Have two booked for St. Paddys day but no longer sure on plans for then.
– My sister uses some of my ftp space. She wanted to be able to show our parents photos easily and I have a half a gig free. So she has full access. I was wondering if she had snooped around and found this. Then it struck me that it wouldn’t bother me and perhaps if I cleared out the archives and did run a separate blog anyone could read this….
– Photos; I need to take more and I need to upload them. I keep saying some weekend I will and I never do, perhaps with that day off…
– I finally got a new bank card, over 3 weeks after mine expired leaving me unable to use any ATMs. Aside from being a nice new card, it has been upgraded to Switch and is a cheque guarantee card.
– ‘beard’…hmm still quite unsure about this.
– Feedback is, in general a good thing.
– Intense is a good word.
– Unsettled is a good word.
– Insecure is a good word.
– Intimidated is a good word.
– I miss my bike. I really need to get one over here. Not really too keen on cycling on the roads, but I think I could do allright alongside the river.

There is more, there is a hell of a lot more but I need to go and sleep so I shall leave you with some words of wisdom:

“But, by the time I figured this all out, it was too late; she moved on. And all I had to show for it was some foolish pride which then gave way to regret. She was the girl. I know that now. But, I pushed her away. So I’ve spent everyday since then chasing Amy. So to speak.”
Silent Bob Chasing Amy