For some reason, I could guess at a few of them I’m feeling completly miserable right now. I really don’t want to be here, what I’m “working” on is a pain in the fucking hole and the highlight of the rest of the day is a patch for Eve when I get home.

I’m not able to find anything to listen to which hits the spot. Been a fair bit of Iron Maiden over the past couple of days but right now nothing is working. It needs to be heavy right now and it needs to just drown everything out but the noise. *sigh*

I am actually considering taking two days holidays and not coming in tomorrow and Friday. I don’t think I’d miss much but I am trying to keep my holidays for later in the year when I might actually be able to go somewhere.

I find myself in need of a goal at the moment. I’m floundering a bit, both in work and in my own life. I guess I have a little direction in both but it feels lacking. Alot of it is down to a quiet time in work. We are very much between projects and don’t have all that much to keep going on.