Yesterday afternoon around 4pm everything started to fall apart. At one stage I was having 5 im conversations about 5 serious bugs at the same time. Each one of them was in my area of the project and one of them was my fuckup (and quite a fuckup it was too). This was up to about 7 conversations by 4.30 and I was on a conference call dealing with those bugs and others.

To say I was a little stressed was an understatement of epic proportions. I realised when I was walking home and winding down that the reason I felt s shit right then was plain because of the stress. Not quite there today but I am stressed.

However it’s also very easy to loose perspective. There are much more important things in life and that was fairly hit home today.