you should put me in a home or you should put me down

I dislike being ignored at the best of times. But I really dislike and am very annoyed about is being ignored about things in work. When I say something on behalf of my department or I make a request on behalf of my department, I don’t expect to be ignored. I certainly don’t expect the request to be ignored and then to find out that exactly what I said was not to be done, was done. I’m very annoyed over that. I think I am entitled to be annoyed as all fuck about that.

I am exceptionally annoyed at myself for walking past someone this evening and not even noticing. Still I am SO very glad I didn’t say what I was thinking even though it took effort. However it is worth noting that when you walk down the street and walk past the cute girl who you have a tiny (ahem) crush on and not notice her… it’s time to stop drinking.

Work stuff is interesting, my door pass stopped working this evening, I had a moments panic. I wonder if they found out what I’ve done and I have in fact been fired. That would suck. I guess I shall have to get a new one on Monday morning.

Embarrassing incident #101 this week. On Wednesday I was thinking, you know I’ve not changed my password in a while, perhaps I should do that. It’s a good thing to change every now and again. So I give it some thought and pick something and I change my password. Everything is fine. Thursday morning I come into work, boot up my pc and try and sign on to grab my mail. Of course I type in my old password having been use to it for a while now. I am denied access, as I am glad to know when I realise what I typed in. The thought then strikes; I have no idea what my new password is. Not a single clue. I think it’s related to something pretty current (at least related in my mind) but I can’t get it. I must have tried about 20 different things and I got nothing. So anyway I figure at this stage there is nothing I can do but pick up the phone. Two minutes later, I’m online changing my temporary password to something which I will remember and just a little embarrassed.

I managed to win a single game of pool tonight but only because my opponent knocked the white off the table as he potted the black. I lost at least 6 last night and probably the same again tonight. It’s not been good. Yes, a few were doubles and no I wasn’t playing all that badly, but it just wasn’t working. I take some solace in a really good win at chess yesterday (checkmated Dave without him noticing) and two solid if unspectacular wins today.