words XXIV

Some people in this world are just assholes. There is no better word to describe them.

There are two return tickets to Tokyo on my desk.

It was a good way to start the day.

Everything is a little strange at the moment. I really don’t know how else to describe it. I don’t really feel like talking about anything either. I don’t know why.
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I watched the first episode of the third season of CSI tonight and I quite enjoyed it. The pilot for CSI: Miami was not great though. Emily Procter is very cute and that is a good thing 🙂 Looking forward to more Buffy tomorrow and I’ll have to get around to catching up on Enterprise at some stage.

This looks shit I know…I don’t really give a fuck either. It is just somewhere to type when I feel like it.

a listing:
– sex can and does mean a lot of different things to a lot of different people
– life is not fair
– sometimes you can bite off more than you can chew
– life doesn’t even try and be fair most of the time
– I really really really really hope egg come through with this loan so I can finally sort everything out.
– Stress is bad. I use to think it was good, or at least I could channel it into something good. Not these days.
– There is an ancient Chinese curse that I am fond of.
– I feel out of place with a lot of things.
– I hate London.
– I want to live somewhere on my own sometime soon.
– fuck do I need to grow up some.
– there is a moment in music when you reach a sudden point of nirvana. I’ll blog about it sometime soon.
– blue isn’t really working well.
– Communication is overrated.
– Communication is underrated.
– I got 3 tracks in Bowie’s Heathen and could not go any further.
– I want some new music. I want to discover a band who I can go out and buy a few albums of and love.
– October 14th; new album from JJ72
– October 30th; new album from Sigur Ros
– I have to buy a digital camera. I think I can afford it…
– I want some time off work to just not have to do anything. I want to be able to sleep late for a week.
– I want to sleep for a week.
– I hate doctors.
– I hate the thought of anything to do with eyes. I’m more of a poof than Iain in his own words.
– I am surprised by people every now and again.
– My sister is in the biggest typhoon of the last 50 years in Tokyo.
– I am eagerly looking forward to this holiday. It is something I never thought I would be able to do. Just drop everything and go to Tokyo for fuck sake.
– I want to go to Boston and California soon. I have friends there whom I miss and would love to see again.
– No I didn’t forget about DC, work might come through at some stage.
– Moscow is high on the to see list. An early holiday next year could be cool.
– Life is full of contradictions. They don’t add to the fun.
– It would appear flights to Moscow are only 150 as standard…hmmm
– I suspect it is possible I won’t return from Tokyo as I will be arrested for homicide.
– I’m wondering about visiting work on Tokyo. I only know one person there but it would be interesting to see.
– oh yes firing the best people you have is a good idea.
– I like good questions, I like it better when I think of them 🙂
– The WEF closes Sunday. I wasn’t there for all that long, but I will miss it.
– I cannot believe it is October already.
– Frisps are good.
– I was able to cancel by eBay notification for a book I really want.
– I should appreciate my friends more.
– A friend once described a period in her life as a “friend cull”. It was an interesting thought.
– *sigh*
– The world is watching.
– I never understood buying singles. I do now. It is about support.
– popups are fucking annoying.
– spammers should be castrated.
– drugs…been a while.
– drinking…not been a while.
– I finished a book today. I enjoyed it and it made me happy. I felt like sharing that…it was a strange but good feeling.
– I gotta learn more. I hate being ignorant of stuff.
– Moveable Type still won’t work. Bastard.
– I’ve stopped surfing over the past 10 days or so. I don’t even do my daily routine anymore.
– Blogger is annoying me a little these days. fix the fucking timestamp issue for one thing.
– Phoenix looks damn good from a very quick test earlier. I shall have to look at it a little more
– fuck it, damn tube strike in the morning and the pricks raised ticket prices today too
– pool and darts and drinks tomorrow night…yay.
– Neil Gaiman is in court this week “sueing a publisher for unpaid royalties and broken agreements”. Case should be over Friday. Go Neil!
– why do we always like the ones we can’t have?
– I meant to pick up the album by The Polyphonic Spree on Monday. It was recommend alongside Sigur Ros
– I don’t want to say anything but I don’t want to stop typing
– fuck I have a lot on my mind
– fuck I wonder how many of these contain the word or a variation of the word: fuck.
– I have not seen some of my friends in 4 or 5 months.
– Circular arguments, I hate being right.
– old habits die hard
– old haunts are sometimes appealing
– Babylon 5 comes to dvd in less than two weeks. An entire season is a mere 34 pounds with extras including commentary.
– I want to nuke someone.
– I often have a different idea of what is acceptable behaviour than others.
– My eyes hurt and I’m tired.
– Fedex rocks. Post room 4pm this afternoon. This package needs to be in Dulles asap. Sure, it will be there tomorrow afternoon.

good night.

In vein, I seek farther, the needle closer, the little.. end.

The world is watching as I take my last breath. The world is watching as i get undressed, cos I’m pretty like drugs.

The world is watching as my wings unfurl. The world is watching the death of a girl, cos I’m pretty like drugs.

I load the gun and I’m out of the world, and I take it harder, coz oh.. pretty oh.. pretty like drugs. I load the gun.

The world is watching with a pregnant pause, the world is watching as I fuck to applause. The world is watching as I plant the last seed. The world is watching me watching tv., cos I’m pretty like drugs.

I load the gun, I wax and wane, subject all of my pain, onto you baby, coz I’m pretty like drugs.

If it’s on the Onion, it has to be true

Think You Have a Book in You? Think Again

The new trailer for The Lord of the Rings: The Tow Towers is fucking awesome

Leave: London November 12th
Arrive: Toyko November 13th

Leave: Toyko November 24th
Arrive: London November 24th

Yeah baby yeah!

(I really really don’t know how I am going to pay for this.)

isn’t really ideal…and by “isn’t really” I mean its shit. I still have no idea what to do with this. Yes I will be updating my CSS soon.

I had lunch with Iain today and we were just chatting away. We happened…ok I happened to be talking about one of the girls we met on Friday night and for some reason I commented that she was a “cute latino girl”. Iain just replies “ah I think I’ve got your type now” and I just went “huh”. In one of his better lines, the answer was simply “female with a pulse”

🙂

I was thinking about a post I made on Friday over the weekend. I was thinking that given the number of bugs that were fixed in such a short period that perhaps we should never have gotten to such a stage. There had been a couple of comments made and I was giving them some thought. But I realised something. It was all bollocks. If every bug that I had fixed had been my responsibilty then maybe that comment would have been fair. But given that of the bugs I fixed the vast majority were not in fact assigned to me and indeed a number were assigned to the person who made the same comment, I don’t think I feel the need to give it another moments thought.

Channel 5 showed the pilot of The Shield last night and it was not bad at all. It could turn out to be a very decent cop drama.

…visions of the things to be
the pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see…

I watched M*A*S*H earlier tonight. Virgin had the special edition in their 2 for £20 sale so I picked it up yesterday. I had seen some of it before, years ago. I don’t remember enjoying it but then I turned off Catch 22 about give minutes into it a few years ago. So I figured what the hell. I am a fan of the tv series, it had some really top notch episodes especially the finale. So I should like and enjoy the movie right? Well the only thing I can really say is I don’t find it funny. Nothing in it made me laugh outload. A couple of moments might have gotten a grin, but nothing made me laugh. Maybe I’m missing something. I have the first two seasons of the tv show on the way on DVD and I know I will laugh at them.