{"id":3245,"date":"2003-08-31T22:36:00","date_gmt":"2003-08-31T22:36:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/2003\/08\/31\/i-gave-you-hope-that-became-a-disappointment-this-is-an-alright-start\/"},"modified":"2003-08-31T22:36:00","modified_gmt":"2003-08-31T22:36:00","slug":"i-gave-you-hope-that-became-a-disappointment-this-is-an-alright-start","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/2003\/08\/31\/i-gave-you-hope-that-became-a-disappointment-this-is-an-alright-start\/","title":{"rendered":"i gave you hope that became a disappointment.. this is an alright start"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s been a quietly geeky day. Woke up around 11am not feeling the shots of last night too much which was good. Went online and surfed aimlessly for a little while. Then in a one of these things, spend the afternoon blowing Blood Bowl with the V. I didn&#8217;t do very well but I have a new team now and they are coming a long a little better than the last one.<\/p>\n<p>Feeling a little house bound with a minor headache and a need to walk, I went out for a walk. Picked up the discman wanting some Sigur Ros. I was crossing Chelsea bridge and something about the view caught my attention. I was looking in towards London and I think I thought I should be impressed by the view or something like that. About a second later I realised how wrong that was. I don&#8217;t like this city, I don&#8217;t like it at all. I hate calling it home. <\/p>\n<p>I was walking back along Chelsea embankment towards Albert bridge and I was listening to <i>Untitled Number 3<\/i> and I don&#8217;t know why but it hurt, and I mean that in a good way. It just hit me and it hit hard. It was so very beautiful I was walking along and it was going and going and going and it was almost perfect. Strange, I know.<\/p>\n<p>I just finished <i>The Dice Man<\/i> and I&#8217;d like to quote to you from the last few lines:<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Who&#8217;re you?&#8221;<br \/>\n&#8220;Oh yeah, I keep forgetting. I am&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Man, it&#8217;s perfect, it&#8217;s beyond perfect. It&#8217;s a wonderful book, it&#8217;s a really wonderful book. One day when I have that library, it will be in a place of honour. There is a sequel but I don&#8217;t think I want to read it. The copy I have has a preview chapter of it at the end and I don&#8217;t want to read it. It stands on it&#8217;s own perfectly. There is no need for anything else.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know what to read now. I don&#8217;t think I have anything which I can follow that with. So the choice is to go looking in the &#8216;to read&#8217; box or to go for some fluff entertainment and just enjoy it. I don&#8217;t know. I&#8217;m also rereading <i>100 Bullets<\/i> trades but I want a book aswell. I wonder what I have lying around.<\/p>\n<p>Tomorrow is September the first. How did that happen? I don&#8217;t know where the past few months have gone to.<\/p>\n<p>On this day in:<\/p>\n<p>2002. I watched <i>Battle Royale<\/i> and <i>The Ring<\/i> for the first time<br \/>\n1997. I met up with a group of friends and we went to see <i>Conspiracy Theory<\/i><br \/>\n1996. A couple of school friends came around and we played Nintendo for the afternoon<br \/>\n1995. It would appear I came home from school and spent the entire night watching tv.<br \/>\n1994. School bored me.<\/p>\n<p>Hmm, not that much there really and not much to add to it this year either.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s been a quietly geeky day. Woke up around 11am not feeling the shots of last night too much which was good. Went online and surfed aimlessly for a little while. Then in a one of these things, spend the afternoon blowing Blood Bowl with the V. I didn&#8217;t do very well but I have &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/2003\/08\/31\/i-gave-you-hope-that-became-a-disappointment-this-is-an-alright-start\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;i gave you hope that became a disappointment.. this is an alright start&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3245","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blog"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3245"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3245"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3245\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3245"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3245"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3245"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}