{"id":3634,"date":"2003-02-18T23:08:00","date_gmt":"2003-02-18T23:08:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/2003\/02\/18\/"},"modified":"2003-02-18T23:08:00","modified_gmt":"2003-02-18T23:08:00","slug":"3634","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/2003\/02\/18\/3634\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Fuck it, I just lost a posting by closing the wrong fucking window. So here is the short version.<br \/>\n&#8211; No movies tonight. I just didn&#8217;t feel up to it. I slept really badly last night and am pretty much asleep on my feet. I do feel like I missed out on something special tho.<br \/>\n&#8211; It is very strange to hear someone vocalise a thought you have had for a couple of weeks but just didn&#8217;t want to admit.<br \/>\n&#8211; AOL Anywhere. Buddy List on my phone this evening came in dead handy. I must remember this feature.<br \/>\n&#8211; I have 265 people on my buddy list.<br \/>\n&#8211; I would love a tool to show me who has me on their buddy list. I remember jokingly complaining (well not so much jokingly) that I was not on someone&#8217;s buddy list. It would be interesting to know whose I am on.<br \/>\n&#8211; Sigur Ros make a large number of their entire concerts available to download in mp3. This has kept me going in work very well.<br \/>\n&#8211; Music can change my mood in a second.<br \/>\n&#8211; I don&#8217;t think I&#8217;ve ever talked about my &#8216;Amy&#8217; before last night.<br \/>\n&#8211; I am quite jealous of a friend who is getting to read Feist for the first time.<br \/>\n&#8211; I played some real bad chess yesterday and for the first game today but took the next two games quite comfortably.<br \/>\n&#8211; I am considering a private blog again. There is a lot going on I would like to get on paper (you know what I mean).<br \/>\n&#8211; Fear and Loathing &#8217;72 isn&#8217;t really doing it for me&#8230;.<br \/>\n&#8211; At some stage I need to talk about <i>True Story: Swear to God<\/i> as I read it last week and loved it. I even considered getting a second copy for someone.<br \/>\n&#8211; Music this week has been Sigur Ros, Smashing Pumpkins and the Manics<br \/>\n&#8211; I have a post moved into drafts which I doubt shall see the light of day. I don&#8217;t know how I define myself anymore.<br \/>\n&#8211; Sending emails after you have had some beers and some whiskeys is <b>never<\/b> a good idea. I am so glad I did not.<br \/>\n&#8211; I might take a day off work early next week. I have to take 5 before the end of March. Have two booked for St. Paddys day but no longer sure on plans for then.<br \/>\n&#8211; My sister uses some of my ftp space. She wanted to be able to show our parents photos easily and I have a half a gig free. So she has full access. I was wondering if she had snooped around and found this. Then it struck me that it wouldn&#8217;t bother me and perhaps if I cleared out the archives and did run a separate blog anyone could read this&#8230;.<br \/>\n&#8211; Photos; I need to take more and I need to upload them. I keep saying some weekend I will and I never do, perhaps with that day off&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; I finally got a new bank card, over 3 weeks after mine expired leaving me unable to use any ATMs. Aside from being a nice new card, it has been upgraded to Switch and is a cheque guarantee card.<br \/>\n&#8211; &#8216;beard&#8217;&#8230;hmm still quite unsure about this.<br \/>\n&#8211; Feedback is, in general a <u>good<\/u> thing.<br \/>\n&#8211; Intense is a good word.<br \/>\n&#8211; Unsettled is a good word.<br \/>\n&#8211; Insecure is a good word.<br \/>\n&#8211; Intimidated is a good word.<br \/>\n&#8211; I miss my bike. I really need to get one over here. Not really too keen on cycling on the roads, but I think I could do allright alongside the river.<\/p>\n<p>There is more, there is a hell of a lot more but I need to go and sleep so I shall leave you with some words of wisdom:<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;But, by the time I figured this all out, it was too late; she moved on. And all I had to show for it was some foolish pride which then gave way to regret. She was the girl. I know that now. But, I pushed her away. So I&#8217;ve spent everyday since then chasing Amy. So to speak.&#8221;<br \/>\nSilent Bob <i>Chasing Amy<\/i><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Fuck it, I just lost a posting by closing the wrong fucking window. So here is the short version. &#8211; No movies tonight. I just didn&#8217;t feel up to it. I slept really badly last night and am pretty much asleep on my feet. 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