{"id":4068,"date":"2002-09-04T21:55:00","date_gmt":"2002-09-04T21:55:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/2002\/09\/04\/only-understand\/"},"modified":"2002-09-04T21:55:00","modified_gmt":"2002-09-04T21:55:00","slug":"only-understand","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/2002\/09\/04\/only-understand\/","title":{"rendered":"Only Understand."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#8217;t know. Three little words can say so much or so very little. I don&#8217;t like them in quite a few contexts, I often hate having to say them. Other times I don&#8217;t mind. Right now I think I could answer any question at all with them. I&#8217;m pretty tired, I&#8217;m not sure why. I&#8217;ve had more sleep than usual each night for the past five or six. I even managed to sleep in late this morning and was late for work&#8230;again.<\/p>\n<p>Gotta really work on that. I&#8217;ve been doing a lot better recently, but can&#8217;t just take it as it comes if I want to adjust my working hours.<\/p>\n<p>I feel restricted a lot more here these days. For various reasons I don&#8217;t talk about some stuff here. Ya know when it was just me and the world it was a little easier. Its not that I&#8217;m hiding anything (well of course I am but not in this case) but I can&#8217;t necessarily talk about a conversation I had with a friend or some thoughts I have about someone when mutual friends of ours are reading it. Its just limiting. I suspect I&#8217;d talk a lot more about work, in specific some &#8220;interpersonal relationships&#8221; (blahblahblah) going on but its just not gonna happen. I guess I&#8217;m back to the whole thing of where I want to use this as a diary and write my thoughts down but I can&#8217;t let anyone read them. Yes, damn it I <b>know<\/b> I&#8217;m hung up about this. Fuck you \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n<p>All of you blog more. I need something to read.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I don&#8217;t know. Three little words can say so much or so very little. I don&#8217;t like them in quite a few contexts, I often hate having to say them. Other times I don&#8217;t mind. Right now I think I could answer any question at all with them. I&#8217;m pretty tired, I&#8217;m not sure why. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/2002\/09\/04\/only-understand\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Only Understand.&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4068","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blog"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4068"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4068"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4068\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4068"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4068"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4068"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}