{"id":4252,"date":"2002-07-18T22:14:00","date_gmt":"2002-07-18T22:14:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/2002\/07\/18\/what-the-hell-why-not\/"},"modified":"2002-07-18T22:14:00","modified_gmt":"2002-07-18T22:14:00","slug":"what-the-hell-why-not","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/2002\/07\/18\/what-the-hell-why-not\/","title":{"rendered":"what the hell, why not"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>On a whole other note, I was doing some thinking about the forthcoming trip earlier today. I had decided that various people were right and I didn&#8217;t actually have anything to worry about. Given who I work for any and all logistics are minor problems and will be sorted out for me and you know that still stands. Information won&#8217;t come fast enough for me, but it will come in its own time.<\/p>\n<p>So I was thinking about it from another point of view, my point of view. (For the benefit of anyone from work reading this I&#8217;d like to note the word <b>personal<\/b> at this stage.) Sure there is going to be a lot of work involved and I am looking forward to that (I really am) although I am of course worried about it BUT there is also going to be a hell of a lot of fun involved. After all, the guy I&#8217;m going with is a good friend and we get a nice apartment and the chance (at weekends) to see some sights. BUT I have some more plans aswell.<\/p>\n<p>Other than all of that, this is a pretty good opportunity for me to work on some other stuff. We are going over there partly to develop a &#8220;professional relationship&#8221; and building relationships is something I have never considered myself to be any good at. I don&#8217;t really have a choice in this case (not that that is a bad thing), it is something I have to do. So lets see that as an opportunity. It certainly can&#8217;t hurt right? I have a couple of other things that I want to try and work on&#8230;about me other than all the work stuff that comes with it, and you know what? It is a pretty good chance to do it&#8230;so what the hell, why not? Lets make the best of it all, hopefully everything that has to be done with contribute to my &#8220;personal development&#8221; (read: growing up) in a big way. I honestly don&#8217;t see how it can&#8217;t. Sometimes I wonder what I would be like if I had never moved to London and not had to deal with moving out and moving country et al. couple of years ago. I wonder if I can use this just as much?<\/p>\n<p>To mangle a lyric from the MP3 I&#8217;m listening to a the moment <i>Free<\/i> by The LightHouse Family<br \/>\n&#8220;I wish I knew how&#8230;.&#8221;&#8230;.. Hold the phone right there. I just had a thought that sums it up all so much better. Its from one of the earliest songs I remember liking and indeed is still a favourite<br \/>\n<i>Man in the Mirror<\/i><br \/>\nMichael Jackson  <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m gonna make a change, for once in my life<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s gonna feel real good, gonna make a difference<br \/>\nGonna make it right&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230;<br \/>\nI&#8217;m starting with the man in the mirror<br \/>\nI&#8217;m asking him to change his ways<br \/>\nAnd no message could have been any clearer<br \/>\nIf you wanna make the world a better place<br \/>\n(If you wanna make the world a better place)<br \/>\nTake a look at yourself, and then make a change<br \/>\n(Take a look at yourself, and then make a change)<br \/>\n(Na na na, na na na, na na, na nah)<\/p>\n<p>And its worth noting at this point you can stop laughing now. You were young and idealistic once ya know. And one day I&#8217;m going to do a Moulin Rouge and blog entirely in lyrics.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>On a whole other note, I was doing some thinking about the forthcoming trip earlier today. I had decided that various people were right and I didn&#8217;t actually have anything to worry about. Given who I work for any and all logistics are minor problems and will be sorted out for me and you know &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/2002\/07\/18\/what-the-hell-why-not\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;what the hell, why not&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4252","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blog"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4252"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4252"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4252\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4252"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4252"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4252"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}