{"id":5157,"date":"2001-10-03T22:22:00","date_gmt":"2001-10-03T22:22:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/2001\/10\/03\/"},"modified":"2001-10-03T22:22:00","modified_gmt":"2001-10-03T22:22:00","slug":"5157","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/2001\/10\/03\/5157\/","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"

So many things going on in my mind at the moment. One thought coming through strongly the last few hours, somewhat releated to last nights postings about change. I have changed alot lately.I don’t really know how to describe it, I’ve really gotten into Graphic Novels and TPB’s (Trade Paper Backs, collections of single issue comics)<\/sup> recently, perhaps in no small way influenced by my discovery of Sandman<\/i> and what I am collecting is tending to be all on the Vertigo\/Image side. Ok some of it was recommendations from others, Kabuki<\/i> and the ABC stuff, but recently Powers<\/i> really did it for me, I’m getting into 100 Bullets<\/i> and today I read the first volume of Transmetropolitan<\/i> which I really enjoyed. None of these are kids comics, they have a “mature content” label. At the same time, I’m also going for Batman<\/i> stuff, always one of the darker reads, some of the old stuff, around the death of Jason Todd (Robin 2) is really dark, also going for the team stuff, Stormwatch<\/i> started quite high, not too thrilled with the second volume, and I can’t figure it I am really enjoying late 90’s Superman<\/i> and JLA<\/i>. Ok unless your a comics buff I’ve so lost you but it’s kinda strange. One over-riding thought is NOW<\/b> I know what really good writing is.<\/p>\n

On whole other fronts completly. Every now and then, I have these meetings where I just come out so de-motivated and depressed that I really wonder if there is any chance this will ever change. I have to keep telling myself it will, and soon. But that’s getting real old, how many times can I convince myself of that before I finally realise it won’t and that I only have one option. I guess that’s going to be soon, There is a pretty major date coming up next week for things to change and I will have to see how that ends up.<\/p>\n

Ok so thinking on it, it’s my birthday in a couple of weeks, seems like an appropriate deadline to me. It could be a time of change, one way or another it will have to be. I don’t want to have to leave, I can’t for the life of me figure out why not, but I don’t. I’m doing everything I can to sort things out but it’s not enough. Is anything ever enough?<\/p>\n

and the world turns….<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

So many things going on in my mind at the moment. One thought coming through strongly the last few hours, somewhat releated to last nights postings about change. I have changed alot lately.I don’t really know how to describe it, I’ve really gotten into Graphic Novels and TPB’s (Trade Paper Backs, collections of single issue … Continue reading “”<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5157","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blog"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5157"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5157"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5157\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5157"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5157"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/davebushe.net\/words\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5157"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}